Changes for the Best

Ever since I could remember I have been changing my thoughts and feeling about so many things from left to right. However, this one thing really hit me and made me change for the best in so many different ways. When I was younger, like I have mentioned in my other blog, I was a rebel with a “Cholo” boyfriend and thought that the “Cholo Life” my boyfriend lived was the life I wanted. He was killed May 13, 2010 and after that it changed my life. Before he was taken away from this world though I use to always picture my life with him; I pictured it flowers and butterflies (awesome) I was leaving out though the part where he was a “cholo” and had many enemies out in the streets. I was also leaving out that he wasn’t going to school and that he was only working when he felt like it with his dad’s construction team. After he passed away it was very hard for me, but I also saw many things that before I had not seeing. His death was extremely hard that I want to make clear!! However after dating him and seeing how things ended it made me never want to date another “cholo” again. I was getting into a lot of problems from been in that relationship and after his death it made me want to change my ways completely. I stopped dating “cholos”, I stopped getting into problems, I started attending school on the regular, and I stopped hanging out with the “crowd” and made new friends. I know he is now proud of what I am and will become my mind is set on success and having a bright future. I want the good life and I never want to be looking over my shoulder. This is one of the many changes I have done that has impacted me the most. This changed my life and my way of thinking. It happened so quick and I’m glad I snapped into it.