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1)      I have a two year old dog

2)      I am 20 years old

3)      I am deeply in love with the wrong guy

4)      I do not have a car

5)      I own the iphone 5

Changes for the Best

Ever since I could remember I have been changing my thoughts and feeling about so many things from left to right. However, this one thing really hit me and made me change for the best in so many different ways. When I was younger, like I have mentioned in my other blog, I was a rebel with a “Cholo” boyfriend and thought that the “Cholo Life” my boyfriend lived was the life I wanted. He was killed May 13, 2010 and after that it changed my life. Before he was taken away from this world though I use to always picture my life with him; I pictured it flowers and butterflies (awesome) I was leaving out though the part where he was a “cholo” and had many enemies out in the streets. I was also leaving out that he wasn’t going to school and that he was only working when he felt like it with his dad’s construction team. After he passed away it was very hard for me, but I also saw many things that before I had not seeing. His death was extremely hard that I want to make clear!! However after dating him and seeing how things ended it made me never want to date another “cholo” again. I was getting into a lot of problems from been in that relationship and after his death it made me want to change my ways completely. I stopped dating “cholos”, I stopped getting into problems, I started attending school on the regular, and I stopped hanging out with the “crowd” and made new friends. I know he is now proud of what I am and will become my mind is set on success and having a bright future. I want the good life and I never want to be looking over my shoulder. This is one of the many changes I have done that has impacted me the most. This changed my life and my way of thinking. It happened so quick and I’m glad I snapped into it.

FAM[ILY]

My family is way greater in value to me than gold, diamonds, or anything in this world! Since I can remember when I was little girl my family has always been very close and supportive. I have one brother that is twenty seven, a sister that is twenty five, another sister that is twenty three, and a little sister that is fifteen; our age difference is not that far apart and we have been very close ever since we were kids. My dad has videos of us that he use to tape with a HUGE video recorder that use to be in style back in the 90’s of when we were kids and use to do silly things. He use to tape everything, party’s, special occasions, big family gatherings, going to the swap meet/mall, even when we would be running around our house in our funny jammies singing with brushes in our hands as microphones. We were always with my parents and now we maintain it the same way. We are all older now and my siblings have kids already; I have four nephews and three nieces and they are always at my house so it seems as if they never moved out, it’s a MAD HOUSE!! Hahaha We do everything together, take trips, go out on the weekend and our days off my mom and dad always try to plan something for us so that we spend family time and always keep us close. My family is super supportive. We have each other’s back to the fullest through the good and bad times. My parents have always done everything to teach us that family always comes first and that no matter what happens you never turn your back on anyone. As every family we have our little problems, we fight over the weirdest things, little fights that do not even make sense. However, we get over them quick and forget it even happened. I do not like leaving fights as is with my family because you never know when something tragic could occur and you never get the chance to say you’re sorry or that you did not mean the awful things you said. Even now that we are older we still like to play around and play pranks on each other like when we were kids, it takes us back to those fun times we use to have. With flaws in our family it does not matter because the good times and the love for family outweighs it all. The thought of famILY always warms the heart! (: